Happy Holidays from me and Jacquees ft Shantee Tyler

BEGONE PEASANT! YOU SHAN'T RETURN!

If someone I loved was leaving, we would sit and state our favorite and worst memories. We would then discuss why it has brought us together throughout our relationship. I would then give them a token of symbolization. It would represent love and triumph. To remind them of all we have done or been through. I would make sure that the thought of not being mentally together would not be possible.

If you love someone. Cherish them. Everyone has a time limit on this Earth. The question is, how long do you have? Tomorrow might be the day that the one you love, has ran out of time. Did you ever get the chance to tell that special someone ( whether it is a family member, friend, or partner ) good bye? And if you think that not showing your sad will please them, do not do it. Once they leave, their thoughts will roam, wondering, why were they not sad, or did they even care? Let them know from the jump how you feel. Show them comfort and let them know that their love is on your agenda.

~Im sorry if I hopped from death to just plain moving somewhere. Potatoe Puhtahtoe. Same Concept~

LOOK AT MY BABY SINGING !! #Jacquees (Quemix) Candy Rain

Happy Turkey's Day to all (: !

This Turkey's Day, I am incharge of the dinner. I will be preparing baked mac and cheese, stuffing, turkey, ham, collard greens, pecan pie, key lime pie, sweet potato pie, and three different cakes ( all with different flavors ). I will be inviting my mother and father, sister and brother, husband (Tremaine Aldon Neverson) and family in-law, uncles and cousins. My mother will be helping me prepare this special feast. And when I am done, we all shall go around the table giving thanks to me and Tremaines love affair (xD), say amen, and eat.

God Bless You All! And Have A Safe Thanksgiving! - from my kitchen

If We Are Not Human... Are We Alien?

If I could change one thing, I would change the fact that individuals still have so much hate in their hearts to be racist. Racism seems to live on, no matter how hard we fight it. I fear that one day, I am going to wake up in the midst of a race war. My mom once confronted these feelings and spoke "stop saying 'these people'. They are human right?" Everyone is equal and skin tone does not depict you as worthless nor more valuable of a person. We are all human. If not, we can be aliens together :3

Fossil i have at home-For Jaworski

Viente- y - Dos

If I could do something that I have never done before, I would risk everything for love. I would want to do it because I feel strongly for another figure and it gets hard when you barely see each other as much as before. If I were to be told to choose between this person and everything I currently have, I would choose this person. I prefer loosing everything and starting off fresh with this person, rather then keeping everything and not having them. Together, we would conquer the world.
Below is me and my boyfriends convo ( > ^ _ ^ ) >

Cymphonique's

In the future, there will be a building named Cymphoniques where people of all ages use instruments and create music for free. It will have every interment possible and studios to compose music. There will be a team of professional lyricists and musicians as well, to help the people who wish to learn. This will benefit people in many ways. This will allow people to nt say "accomplishing dreams are not possible." Instead, it will give people a new breed of hope. If this goes well, there will be there career choice buildings with the same idea of hope, whether your an athlete, technician, architect or anything you wish to be. There is no such thing as failure.

The Struggle Became Real #BasedOnTrueThoughts

 Right now I am in a studio and I see no one around me. I am allowed to be free and be myself. I wont have to be shy, the world belongs to me. The only thing wrong with this picture perfect moment is it was just a dream. Who can accomplish the majority of their dreams without having a set back. My big set back... Well, it is the fact that one day in a studio can cost up to thousands of dollars. I barely can spend money on myself anymore considering that money affects your living state and electricty, heat, and a warmth. And a nice big house full of family  is more than one night in an expensive studio. Do I wish money was no object? Yes, I sure do, but it is and I can not change that. I think it is pretty clear that if money was no object, I'd take every second I can possible, making my life as picture perfect as they would appear in dreams I have. I someday wish to become a lyricist , Rapper/Singer, or even a author/poet. It takes supplies to accomplish all these things. And these things take money. 

-I would put some of my lyrics up, but I'd rather not turn on a radio one day and here my custom lyrics.-

IF ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS LOVELY BLOG WANTS TO HEAR ANY OF MY LYRICS,  TELL A NIJAGO AND I CAN HOOK YOU UP!

new edition - mr telephone man

WHEN HE WAS YOUNG AND ATTRACTIVE. MY FAVORITE OLD SONG

Buddy is My Friend

Time goes at its own paste. It can go slow at times and it can also go fast. Personally, when I am bored, time goes slow. When the time goes slow, I need something to do. What I do at this time is write. I love to write. I write lyrics, stories, poetry, etc. On a personal note, poetry is not my favorite but my teachers and friends seem to tell me that I have a gift.
And on a different note, I absolutely love writing lyrics. Music is something I wish to have a profession in if my shyness goes away. (I never sing for anyone other than my brother or sister. Not even my parents. I opened up to a girl once in the 4/5th grade and it was not till later that I realized that her bringing people around me to listen was them making fun of me. Them criticizing me. The one thing I come to fear the most today. Criticism.) Even though my heart has a hip hop beat slowly trying to teach the world its rhythm, I absolutely, positively, love writing stories more. I have never finished a book in my life. The highest I have ever gotten was to the 8th chapter in a notebook with 2-4 pages a chapter. It was called Buddy. Buddy was one of the books that I started in my freshman year that I have grown so passionate of. When I write books, like Buddy, I am not me. I am an
A-U-T-H-O-R creating art. I surprise myself at times. I never knew I could write so fluently. I always believed that the best books were the ones with the big confusing words that no one could understand. The type of words that are 7 letters long but have a million meanings depending on how you take it in. I now realize that it is truly the flow of the story. I just do not know why i feel so strongly about writing especially because I have never finished one. I guess it is just like when you do your best on a school project/assignment and you get it back just to see if your effort paid off, because I write stories just to read to myself personally and I love the feeling I get when I get wowed and want to reread my book. When I went to Westwood Middle School in the 8th grade, I met a girl. This girl was a ordinary girl, yet so different in a way. She was a high school. A junior to be exact. Just a student. But guess what? She published a book. She told us that it took hard-work and at times, she gave up, but she did it. Now I get to go home everyday, read my little book. My unfinished book, but cherished book, that reads:

Buddy 

                                                                                                         by: Nikita James

That is very symbolic to me. It was not just "by: Nikita James" to me. It was by "Nikita" the
A-U-T-H-O-R.

A day in the life of Kevin Hart

Trey Songz Wonder Woman Lyrics

Treys Wonder Woman

Something I value a lot is music. Music is something I have a  true passion for. It is my escape from the world when know one is willing to rescue me. I listen to all types of music. I like rock, country, etc. I just do not find myself liking hard rock anytime soon. My absolute favorite category is R&B (rhythm and blues). My favorite artist in that category is Trey Songz. I admire his voice. Sometimes I like to cry when I hear him hit high notes because I have never heard anything so beautiful in my life. 
He has this way of expressing love in a way that makes me wanna melt. I realized I wanted to marry him when I was about 9 in 2007. I say this because I had just heard of him. The song was Last Time. We have a 14 year age gap but age is just a number... Only in this case. I would not make an exception for anyone else (except Derek Luke, my favorite actor). Music is my therapy in many ways, physical and mental. Physical because I am pretty huge and he makes me dance when I hear him.
Mental because his song can talk me out of anything. At my lowest points, he kept me high. 
I prefer to listen to Wonder Woman. A song he released in 2007 also. It is my favorite song of all times hand down. What makes me love it so much is how controversial it is. A lot of people did not like the fact that he started of the song rapping but I love every inch of it. 
Extra Information- Drake was also in the Wonder Woman video. Most people do not notice. Most people noticed Drake on Degrassi before he appeared in the music game. Him and Trey were actually bestfriends before they both got famous.

How Cool!

I just made an advertisement page for my blog on twitter, only gained 3 more -__- but got 222 followers in 30 minutes xD so yeah. I love that people appreciate my weird. My page is slowly hitting a climax and I am becoming very proud of myself, The 313 followers didn't come from twitter though.
It truly amuses me that the page is for my blog but I haven't advertised yet, well, at least not until i hit 1000 which i can guarantee will take place within a 3 day period! Wish me look people!

EVEN THE BEIBS WONT ME :D

I BE CRACKIN' MR.PRESIDENT UP WITH MY NEW SHOW.

I'd Walk A Thousands Miles ( > ^ _ ^ ) >

 I did many fun things this summer. I experienced two (almost three) amazing days with missed and loved family.

Day one began on January 14th.
We went to Cleveland to attend a family reunion that included the Smith family and the James family. I got to see family from my hometown Alabama that I have come to miss dearly. When we got there, my Auntie  Laverne gave my parents, siblings and I, shirts. The entire reunion was basically based on honoring my late grandmother Lois Jene James, and the last descendants of her. My grandmother Lois died before I was born, when my dad was around twelve or under. I never got to see her, but her presence is in my dad at all times.

Day two took place on January 15th.
We came back for a cookout where everyone prepared special. I had so much fun. All of us got together and began to dance where my cousins set up turn tables and my uncles and cousins sang. I felt as if my roots were even clearer. My family is full of really great musicians, and now I know why the passion is so strong to me. It felt even more special because the cookout was on June 15th so it was nice for my brother to celebrate his 16th birthday with the ones he love.
By the time the night was over, I probably had gained a million pounds which was not needed on my behalf. It felt good (tasty) to have a piece of hard work and passion in my belly.

Day three took place (at home) on January 16th.
We all were suppose to gather again for a fathers day breakfast with just my family, my aunts, uncles, and cousins. It was also my baby sister's 11th birthday too. Even though we did not go, we celebrated at home. My mom had to work and she was exhausted (from having only little rest). And now I realize that the longer I am away from someone, the more I begin to cherish them.
And in that note (of summer), I spent my final days, celebrating my 15th birthday on July 28th with my family.

The last descendants

Loudly Quiet

In a way, I guess you can call me loudly quiet. I am extremely shy. I have been like that since I was a baby and it only took a bully to bring the real me out. Atleast, I thought it was the real me. I started being loud to over come my shy and now I feel like it's a curse. I'm not the type of teenager to just play 24/7 or want to talk there life away. I want to be neutral. I guess I gave myself this image for so long, it seems I can't get rid of it. If I am quiet, people believe I'm sick. So daily, I have to question myself. I ask myself, do i please my fellow students and be myself (the person i've come to be) or do I hide in corners from the  world just to be bullied again. I'll take loud. I just have to figure out a way to let my friends understand so we all stay comfortable. At the end of the day, the show goes on and I am always gonna be Nikita.
 The advise I am letting off is :

Always be yourself, but know when to draw the line. Alittle change doesn't hurt anybody.

Have a Future!

When someone tells you you can't do it, its more the reason to prove them wrong. It feels nice to show somebody that the effort was worth it and you can go further with your expectations when you put your mind to it.

Nikita James

She is a small Russian Sprout who refuses to grow until she defines her name.
Planted by the gardeners Arvell Sr. and (Kee-Kee) Shekita Renea,
She is (Nee-Nee) Nikita Moneē!

A unique, unidentified, flower of the indian routes.
She IS Earth!
We just don't know it.
And the smallest things could liven her up,
Yet, she stands alone.
Her wisdom fulfils the tongue of the hungriest souls.
Take everything she says and feed it to the worthy.
We shall not forget to never bite the hand that feeds us

She breathes desire.
Her air is beginning to fade.
She's very soft spoken with a loud appearance.

Her pollen will affect the world.
Singing her story of strength,
She WILL rise...
And breed a whole new meaning to the title Victorious!

One by One she pollinates the people who's breathe made her alive.

A once dying flower was penetrated with acid rain...
A live drop fell and awoken her.
No longer does her shy kidnap her and hold her for ransom.
She IS Nike!

Furthering Your Expectations!

My number one rule is for an individual to embrace what they enjoy and to never be spiteful about what they do not have. I find it very important for people to follow this rule. I say this because there is an opportunity and career for different talents and specialties (as in following your dreams/job). I believe that it is not always the best idea to work somewhere with no experience or knowledge on the occupation. My oppinion is that it will be much easier for the individual to know what they are doing or to come in with a little bit of background knowledge. It is also important to make sure that what the person is doing is something they enjoy. Even if the job is new to the person, it may be something they still find themselves enjoying. And if this is something the individual is good at, it will not only be just a job but rather a career.
A career is what prepares an individual for retirement (and if the person is lucky, early retirement). And that way, they can live the rest of their life in peace and comfort.
(This applies to any and everyone about the career they want to go further in).