In a way, I guess you can call me loudly quiet. I am extremely shy. I have been like that since I was a baby and it only took a bully to bring the real me out. Atleast, I thought it was the real me. I started being loud to over come my shy and now I feel like it's a curse. I'm not the type of teenager to just play 24/7 or want to talk there life away. I want to be neutral. I guess I gave myself this image for so long, it seems I can't get rid of it. If I am quiet, people believe I'm sick. So daily, I have to question myself. I ask myself, do i please my fellow students and be myself (the person i've come to be) or do I hide in corners from the world just to be bullied again. I'll take loud. I just have to figure out a way to let my friends understand so we all stay comfortable. At the end of the day, the show goes on and I am always gonna be Nikita.
The advise I am letting off is :
Always be yourself, but know when to draw the line. Alittle change doesn't hurt anybody.
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